When I was five years old, my mother picked
me up in her arms and sat me down in front of her on the kitchen bench top. She
dallied for a moment, putting some grocery bags aside and looking generally uncertain.
After a bit of this, she eventually crouched herself down and brought her eyes
to my level. She took a long breath and politely and hesitantly, she asked me:
“PJ,
what would you say about you, me and your brother going on a holiday without
daddy?”
At the time, I had no idea what she meant.
I was more interested in my new socks, which were black and patterned with
bright green, globular ghosts and a couple of cheerful skeletons in top hats.